My chihauhau is jumping around trying to kill a fly. I’m singing the “Dog, The Bounty Hunter” theme song. Happy Holiday!
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So, good news.
I survived my first week on the salon floor and I’m much happier. I think I’ve restored my love for cosmetology. The bad news? I have yet another eye ulcer. In the other eye. AWESOME.
I passed my final.
Just thought I’d let you know. Also, my internet is out. :(
Mom: Where did you get those pajama pants?
Me: They were Nick's.
Mom: I love ripping off guys! They have the best stuff!
I stayed home today
and I feel like I’m going to barf. How cute! So mostly I’ve been laying on the couch, hating my eye, and hating my stomach and my head and everything else. And thinking. And then I post all these thoughts. Like just now when I thought that maybe I want to be an artist/illustrator so bad because somehow it makes feeling depressed okay. And then I thought maybe this is my favorite...
I want to move to Portland, or New York, or San Fransisco or some equally nice place and go to an art school. And I can live with an equally artsy girl or boy and we will just make things all the time and be happy. Like Lucy Knisley. She’s not as happy right now because she had to break up with her boyfriend, but I expect life to still happen. It just sounds so nice.
“The last thing my mother cooked on the stove got her a year of probation.”
decimus: Ever notice people who say “no drama” always have the most drama? Giant drama. Epic shakespearean murder suicide everyone-dies-in-end drama cosmetologyyy schoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool
Doubled my depression/anxiety medication. Almost done with my eye drops so yayy Didn’t go to school again, but I have to go tomorrow. Last night I was crying (surprise) and my mom said that if it would make me happy she thinks I should just go ahead and move to Austin. And as nice as that was it’s not really an option because I can’t afford it, and I don’t know if it...
TMI Tuesday? →
I’m bored, ask me something.
Art is so lonely.
spindrift: she asked what he searched for tonight, “your blood, flesh, and soul,” the devil replied. and as he grabbed her hips, she couldn’t deny the sweet caresses that went up her thigh. but he gave them in vain, and perpetuated her pain, by the tease of a shoulder she seeked. and as she pounded her fists to the ground, he watched in apathy. and although he could fulfill her needs, at least...
I have some how gained followers while I was away.
Hello. So, I’m not doing so well guys. I’ve never felt so down or anxious. I somehow managed to give myself an eye ulcer. I wasn’t able to go to any of the Halloween festivities I had planned on attending. I’ve just felt so alone and miserable. I mean, it’s not just not being able to go out this weekend. For weeks now my panic attacks and depression has really just...